Haven't written in a few days, the week has not been a good one. The ED has been controlling me this week rather than me controlling it. Just when I think I am finally getting somewhere I tend to sink back into old habits as soon as something upsets me or stressess me out. I need to learn to cope with lifes stressess and upsets without turning to the ED as a way of coping. For instance, my work load has increased which I am excited about but as I also have to look after my 2 and half year old and my husband works all hours it is hard to juggle everything. Not to mention my slight OCD so when the house gets messy I freak out. I have been taking anti depressents now since September and they have helped a lot, but I still find myself being down for days on end and that's exactly how I feel right now.
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